So, life is good, life is just fine, but those little things always seem to get to me. As of right now, my mind is contemplating on a certain subject that isn't very important or big, just a minor flaw .. stratch that, a minor thing many struggle with, but mostly don't give a (beep).
I feel as if I should feel something, but I don't and at the same time I do. I could argue with myself and talk on and on about this subject and I wouldn't get anywhere. I wanna be in a certain position that I will be happy, but I can hide it all I want, but I don't want. I could message or blog, but one way or another this will linger in my thoughts till I make a choice to go or stay on the safe side.
I don't wanna lose a chance, but 1 thing I don't know, is how you feel. Too scared to admit or too scared to admit this to myself. I want to know the answer, but I can't seem to find the right words to say on this subject. I want the right thing to come out of this, but I don't wanna end up hurting because I'm afraid to get hurt. You know ?
Not something I enjoy thinking about, but something so little to some people overruns my thoughts when I lay in bed for hours just thinking & thinking, knowing it isn't my decision.
random quote:
"Looking for Love in all the wrong places."
Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger
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