Tuesday, February 10, 2009

BS

I don't know, I just really feel like blogging.


So, life is good, life is just fine, but those little things always seem to get to me. As of right now, my mind is contemplating on a certain subject that isn't very important or big, just a minor flaw .. stratch that, a minor thing many struggle with, but mostly don't give a (beep).

I feel as if I should feel something, but I don't and at the same time I do. I could argue with myself and talk on and on about this subject and I wouldn't get anywhere. I wanna be in a certain position that I will be happy, but I can hide it all I want, but I don't want. I could message or blog, but one way or another this will linger in my thoughts till I make a choice to go or stay on the safe side.

I don't wanna lose a chance, but 1 thing I don't know, is how you feel. Too scared to admit or too scared to admit this to myself. I want to know the answer, but I can't seem to find the right words to say on this subject. I want the right thing to come out of this, but I don't wanna end up hurting because I'm afraid to get hurt. You know ?

Not something I enjoy thinking about, but something so little to some people overruns my thoughts when I lay in bed for hours just thinking & thinking, knowing it isn't my decision.

random quote:

"Looking for Love in all the wrong places."


Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger

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