Content

I've been thinking about how we can be so content with ourselfs sometimes, but we never ask why are we. I don't like to be the one to complain, but I do anyways. I'm very content because I have friends and family that are there for me, I have God in my life, and there's more to life then this box. I finially figured out how to "Think outside the box", maybe it's a figure or speech, but how do I know that, I don't listen in English either. My friends, which means like 9 of you. (I don't consider people that aren't, for real ?) AKA people that I can be real with, I can pour out my thoughts and you wouldn't mind and take the time to listen. You mean the world to me, I have my close friends and my friends that I barely talk to, but you all make me think there's more than to just up, left, right or down. I miss alot of you guys, maybe we just grow up, you know ? I know alot of you miss " old times " or something like that, but we change, sometimes not for better, but it's all good. And some you, I don't have "old times" with, Thank you people at Walnut that keep me content at school, the 2 of you. My family, I've gotten closer to my brother and I'm just trying to live a normal teenage life, I could be in a worst situation, but I'm not the one to complain on this subject. I'm blessed with a "content" family. And God has been a big influence on my everyday life for awhile, and who am I to say anything, I know I can be a hypocrite at time, sorry for that and sorry in advance. But, I love God, till the end. So, I was just thinking, how we get through to the outside of this box, maybe because we all face the wall of it and you try to stay in. You leave alot of yourself in there, but it's better to be free then on lock down by your own conscious. I want to be more than content, I wanna be happy. And you wonder how do you become happy ? Well, I wonder too at times, I lose my head and forget. Why are you content ? Don't say that your not doing well, because there's more to life than this box that you purposly wanna be safe in. I don't have a comfort zone anymore, and I don't intend to have one, not now or ever.

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Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger