Dear Friend

Nothing to do, but to tell you wsup.

Dear Friend,

Long time no real talk huh ? Well, I know I can ask for alot, and say this & that, that never gets this friendship anywhere, but when I tend to blame you, I'm sorry for blaming the wrong person. I should be blaming myself, I guess I tend to "push people away," but I still stand my ground that, there isn't anyone to push away. Maybe I ask for too much, but I really just want to be able to open up to you like before, and tell you 97 % of what goes on, but right now, I'm telling you 0%. You always were the one to help me out when it seemed like the world on anyone else understand, but you always did. No matter what I said or say, you'll always be the closest person I had to be exactly like myself. I always told you, "I look up to you, and you are my hero." and still, you are. Lately, I haven't even said a word to anyone about what's going on in life, or problem or whatever is just on my mind. I feel like I'm starting to hold everything in again and soon enough there's a breakdown, I don't wanna go through that again, but I just want you to give me an ear once in awhile, I care about you, more than you'll ever know, but the way, I feel pushed away in your life, I will never seem to see you the same way when we became "bestfriends" I know words don't mean alot, and I wish I could turn these into actions, but all I have for you right now is words, I hope you trust them. Please just know who are, and know that I take this time to tell you, Thank You for everything. I always tried to be better for you, I gave up smoking&drinking and you helped me realize that there's more to life. If I never met you, I don't know where I would be. Thank you.


Love,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger