Reasons

The quikest week ! I studied my butt off yesterday for Geometry, but I accidently forgot to do my Geometry homework >.<, I think I got a B :D.. good enough. Let's skip to 6th period and we had a sub so we jsut sat in class and she totally look like a man XD .. no offense ! But, anyways, I was like "Oh Coach Sandoval lets me leave early to catch the bus." and she was like making crazy stuff up like "Your going to get hit by the bus early" and I was like AM I SUPPOSED TO GET HIT BY THE BUS LATE !? So, she didn't let me leave.. HOE ! So in those 15 minutes I was supposed to be getting on the bus, we found an orange in Bria's backpack and played catch .. THIS WAS FREAKING INTENSE ! Seriously ! Everyone got hurt and it was the funniest crap ever, and Ria was like "DUDE YOU GUYS ARE SOO IMMATURE !" and then she was like "STOP THROWING MUSHROOMS !" WTHECK !? HOW DID AN ORANGE TURN INTO A MUSHROOM !? .. those 15 minutes was totally worth missing the bus because Ria took me to Nogales anyways :p AND IN THAT TIME I DROP MY PHONE HARDCORE DDDDD; I swear I was going to cry ! ;[[

Later, I got to Nogales and everyone was in the basketball courts and we were just shooting around and Tiffany got hit in the head ! XD SO FUNNY ! and Valerie and Margiel were just like trying to match for Sadies.. but they aren't I bet XPPPP. We walked to Chai Cafe and just chilled there, danced a bit and just sat on John Galang lap for like an hour >.< Danced some more, sorta photoshoot and Ron fell down and Tiffany became a mic stand XD.

Time lapse again, Ate Penny comes and picks me and Jan up. Go to Bible Study and I get pissed for confidential reasons and I wanna leave soo bad. I just really REALLY wanted to leave. And we were singing and I didn't feel like I should sing, or I just really didn't wanna. I start txting Junette and I start to get over the fact that I'm not leaving. This was the first time I didn't share my blessings, because my mood was total downer, and alot of people pointed it out. My allegies went crazy and I had to go wash my eyes. We had the lesson and had prayer groups, and I really couldn't pray out loud because I'm afraid of people's judgement even though they don't have the right to judge me, but I'm just weird like that :p

And for Kristine and Lidia wondering why I was either "crying" or "allergies." To be for real, I was crying. I was because I finally got to see my best friend for the first time in over a month. And yes I'm talking about you Melissa. I really just wanted to get a chance to talk to you, like how we used to.. but I knew that wasn't going to happen. And we barely talked the whole night, and I just started crying because I miss my best friend, and I know it's not going to get any better. I have no idea what's going on in your life and we only talk if I make Joanna call you or I txt you in the morning. I just was really depressed because I could rely on you with everything and anything, and now I can't even hold a conversation with you. I'm so thankful Kristine just comes up to me and says I miss you alot. And when I hear that, it really makes me feel like I have one person out there and I got them too. And even though I can't talk to Lidia, I know she has me no matter what + Joanna too. But the one person I always look to first isn't even my bestfriend anymore, it hurts and I just couldn't hold back my tears.

I've lost alot of things before, but this one is the final straw, I can't keep losing people I love and trust. I wish we could still talk on the phone and not have an akward silence... but now we have that in person.

I have my reasons for alot of things, and this one was because I lost someone more important to me than myself.

Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger