Time heals right ? But, I don't think I have that kind of time in this lifetime. Reasons & just hold on to that little ballon that reminds you there is always hope. I'm stronger than this. I just have to realize, what is more important.
And I don't wanna listen to reasons, I don't wanna believe there's hope. Fortunatly, I can keep my head held high for as long as the world is watching. I don't wanna waste my time, running. And I never really thought to myself, enough is enough. Just keep smiling while everyone keeps watching. Once, again I fall back into the category, the mask. A year ago, I wanted to just stop and all that wasn't heard, will be understood and heard. Now, I just like to keep it on for as long as I can. Not embarrassed, I just know who won't understand anymore and it is keeping me safe for the meantime. And then again, I feel like I'm running, but not getting anywhere. Sometimes, I wanna re-write the past to make a better future. But, to be reasonable, my hopes are out of arms reach. Time can't heal the scars and memories of others and myself.
For now, just keep the show going.
Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger
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