"Take this life, Make it right."
"Father in heaven, forgive me for sinning
I know I need a new beginning."
I know I need a new beginning."
weekend.. in my opinion right now-- 10/10
Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Take this life
I wanna turn around, but I don't wanna at the same time. I'm falling.. scratch that, I've fallen into the point where I just DGAF anymore. If you know me, you notice I have recently changed.. Not for the best. I miss having fun without the things that give people a good time. I need someone to turn around although I know he is standing before me.. but a friend. It seems like right now, friends go along with it.. my accountability partners. But, as much I would want them to keep me accountable.. I wouldn't wanna turn around. Although, I'm not enjoying the killer headaches + bad actions. I just wanna through it all out the window, because since I was so close.. I always have that lingering feeling that I shouldn't, but I've learn to ignore it. I know this isn't getting me anywhere, I know I'm disappointing people & I'm just digging myself a deeper hole. But, In my mind.. what's the point of striving to get out of hole ? Might as well stay here, right ? But, I know my right from wrong.. I just don't know how to choose from my right and wrong. But, as hard I try to get back with the old, the new is to stay. I knew it would be hard to get on my feet, I just don't know if I'm ready. I need to fall into the arms.
weekend.. in my opinion right now-- 10/10
Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger
weekend.. in my opinion right now-- 10/10
Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger
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Going through the same temptations.
ReplyDeletehey kathleen,
ReplyDeletei just want you to know that i'm praying for you and you've been on my mind a lot lately. I miss you and your crazy dances and blessings you share at bible study. I wish I knew how to help in a more direct way, but all I know to say right now is that you aren't alone. I know how easy it is to just stay down in comparison to how hard it is to keep moving forward. But you're strong and I know God would never pit you against anything He didn't know you could face.
In 2 Thessalonians Paul, Silas, and Timothy write a letter to the Thessalonian church talking about facing trials and persecution. 2 Thessalonians 1:6-7 says:
"(6) God is just: He will pay back trouble to those who trouble you (7) and give relief to you who are troubled, and to us as well. This will happen when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven in blazing fire with his powerful angels."
So you see, even though it's hard and even though you struggle, God loves you and He will justify you because you are His and His alone.
My prayer for you this week is the same as Paul, Silas, and Timothy for the Thessalonian Church
"(11) With this in mind, we constantly pray for you, that our God may count you worthy of His calling, and that by His power He may fulfill every good purpose of yours and every act prompted by your faith. (12) We pray this so that the name of our Lord Jesus may be glorified in you, and you in Him, according to the grace of our God and the Lord Jesus Christ."
2 Thessalonians 1:11-12
I love you kid and I'm praying for you.