Nuff' said for those who don't know me on that level.
But, anyways, I've been really bi-polar lately & it's been really aggravating on my mind thinking of how people can take my sh!t, since it always seems like I have 1 problem after another, but that's least of my worries of right now. Although summer just started, I know I'll remember this day, I threw everything out with my "idgaf" attitude, like people say "I always get what I want". I trust a few people, but trust is a whole different thing then knowing. That sorta hit me today. "I know." But, how can people know this situation when I have no freakin' idea how things became how they are. I cried twice today because of 2 different people for the same reason, but totally different topic. You see 1 of them is the understanding, not afraid to cuss me out & say I'm being stupid. And the other is the sorta understanding, advice, easilymakingfun of one xD. But, I trust both of them & love em'.
I can honestly say, I have no idea what's going on with me now. I can say that this is just another epidemic that I blow out of proportion, but for the first time in awhile, this is been the hardest thing struggling with my self.
Vunerable.Lost.Confused.Tears.
"I just want you to be able to live with your choices in life,
and know that I love you."
and know that I love you."
^lost of voice.. in 2 different situations.
Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger
Hey Kathleen,
ReplyDeletemiss you mucho chick. Just want to say that, I may not know what you're going through, and the people around you may not know what you're going through, heck you even say that you don't know what the goodness gracious is going on, but God knows and He will see you though.
If God brings you to it, He'll see you through it. =D
In times where everything seems to be falling apart, the only thing we can do is Praise God that He's consistently there for us.
I praise God for you Kathleen, because what I do know is that you love Him and want to follow.
I'll be praying for you. Hey, visit the PTL blog if you can okay? You might just find some encouragement and if you want to contribute let or helen or ian know okay?
http://pthelord.blogspot.com/