Beautiful Disaster

Hi, I'm Kathleen Reichenberger. I don't wanna go on about a life story anything, but I do have a story. I tend to hate the things I let go when I have the decision to grasp it tight, for my happy ever after. This drags all the dependables in to this. The lookers, the real thing is I let them take it on, when I let go they push me to it. I know it's a huge blessing to have at least 1 in a lifetime, but can they always be the dependables when they should know that there's an extent when you can only push so far. It all comes down to my judgement. One of the things that seems to always bring me on my knees is my lack of judgement. I know I can change that, but do I really want to ? My actions haven't shown much progress, and I believe it's time to take all the let go and grasp once again. I don't like to have that alone feeling, literally because 1 second without eyes watching is a 1 second that can cross my mind. I know I shouldn't be doing this for you or me, but for God. The relationships I build up will pay off when they can't tumble down. I used to think the same question, but the dependables care and always care.

"She would change everything
for happy ever after."

Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger