Unstable atoms.

So, I'm afraid. Of what ? I'm not quiet sure. Just lately, there's this unexplainable feeling I get, it can't be defined by words, you'll know that feeling. It doesn't have to do with any relationship, friendship or God for once. For the 1st time, It's all emotional. For right now, I'm thinking a lot lately, I've been really doubtful, and that doubt scares me also. Sometimes, it's not about what I want, but I understand that it's going to be pondered no matter what. Also, I'm being very picky and choosey about certain things, to the point of rebellion just so I can break away from it for 1st time in awhile. All these thoughts, are scarying me. All the tramitizing things feels like they are taking over it all. I'm starting to want rebellion more and more. *sigh. Now what ?

I'm terrified of something I can't explain.

Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger