Out of the ordinary blog

This blog means nothing & everything.

As of right now, my mind is leaning to a state of depression which is caused by everything and nothing that is new. I'm still taking the short breathes of the old and I can't seem to see the new. My imagination is caught on reality as of now, because the death wouldn't seem to leave a tear. I want out of this box and out free where the sky is truly the limit. Nothing is in my control from feelings to greetings, I need something to tell this mind to let go. But, I never got the chance to learn how to let go. I can tell a lie, I can say it's all good, but by now some of you should of understood. Too bad this mouth doesn't speak the words that supposedly some would like to hear because I've learned that my breathe isn't and wasn't ever worth time. I need to find a way to escape to hide eventually, no more sorrow's and stab's in the back. When it seems like I'm the only one standing in the future in front of my fears and tears, I soon have come to know that it's not worth it. I can blog I can on what I have to say, but only a few of my readers will comprehend and realize the point I am making, but these letters that come together for words that came together to make my thoughts won't leave a mark on the ones I intend to leave that mark on. The sunshine is far from my side of the window because the blinds left me shut. I need more than these pity hello's, because I'm the one saying those hello's. I don't worry on this reality for now, because there's no point of getting my conscious into a mixed up mess. I'm taking these apologizes, letters and all msgs and comments and everything that used to be.. more. I'm currently, depressed in my sorrows and used to be's. There's only 3 hands that can get me out, but they can't reach out to me and I ponder why. Why ?


Sincerely,
Kathleen Michelle Reichenberger